Our hearts were filled with gladness, overflowed with joy when we finally have the money to pay for the reservation and equity. Finally we will have a place we can call our own; an answer prayer. However as day passed our hearts were troubled, and day after day we grow weary, for it seems that the income we have would not be enough to pay for the monthly amortization and sustain our needs.
Opportunity came; it made us so happy since it gives us hope. However it leaves us so quick. My husband got the chance to go through the week trial phase for the new home base online job which had been so promising. He tried so hard, worked until the morning comes but unfortunately at the end of the week we received the heart breaking new. We were sent with a regret letter.
We started asking God’s will for us. Another month will come to end and where are we going to get money to pay for the monthly amortization. Though de-spirited, faith in God keeps us going. His eyes are on a sparrow and the littlest of creature, we know He watches over us.